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Oct. 14th, 2016

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Been a while.
Cancer screen was negative.
Im doing a bit better.
No longer so enemic.
Body treated the Iron supplement like it was a mild toxin.
Recovery is slower then I would like.
I lost 11 pounds while sick for a month
Seeing nurologist again. On new med. No sezers but some tremors when run down.

Sep. 7th, 2016

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My body is trying to give out.
Had a month of heavy menstral like bleading. Yep 30 days.
They took a tissue sample and gave ame depo provera shot friday.
I have been sick and throwing up sense. I cant keep the iron prescibed down ether.
Moms getting my meds.
Depresion is hitting me also.

Aug. 28th, 2016

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Havent really done much online lately.
Did not have internet while my room was being gutted.
Its still not finished but I am back inside.
Its looking like Im going to have to have a histerectomy. Nothing really serious, Ive effectively been on my period for three weeks now.
Im taking iron and such.
My mother is all upset that I waited two weeks to say anything and set up a doctors appointment.
Yeash, the people around me freak out over the slightist little thing when it comes to my health.
If I get a little short of breath, start coughing hard, rest on the bathroom floor when Im sick and have been regurgatating everything.
Feal a tiny bit dizzy, hands and/or feet are all twitchy, even if I zone out a bit at times.
It gets really annoying.
My mother is usualy the worse, she tends to leap right to the worse case senario.
This time she was all certain it was cancer and went off about which cousins and aunts have had uterin cancer at what ages ( mostly in their 20s ).
Now, ok, they might be right to get a bit fussy when I get a little blue in the face but for the most part its all extreamly unneccissary.

Jul. 9th, 2016

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My twitter app keeps closing befor it opens.
Its doomed
Dooomeed I tell you

Jul. 4th, 2016

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Its the Fourth of July.
Have fun.
Im all moved out into a camper and deconstruction has begun on my room.
I may have found some victom er players for a game.
My brother asked if I could run dnd 3 for him and his buddies.
Ah, test subjects for my cross over.

Jun. 21st, 2016

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It is perhaps a sad comentary on my life that my first thought when Gajeel is introduced in the anime/manga was "I wonder just how many parts he can turn into mettle and extend?"
Yep, ya know your a geek and anime fan when you have not so pg thoughts about the characters.
Also, I currently have no life of anysort. Not gaming, romantic or sexual.
Then there is the terrable truth that I have a dirty dirty mind.
The last two things do not go well together.
Also, I have been known to read an adult comic now and again like -Zenophile- and -Not Ninja High School-

Jun. 17th, 2016

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Been too hot, too humid, and well thats really it.

Bought done getting stuff out of my room.
Next sweeping up
Then demolition
Then cleaning
Wall board
Moving everything back in.
I dont get to help with most of it.
I have some comic book paper stuff and have been reading Fairy Tail and Ice Trail ( a prequil series for Fairy Tail )

Will post any stuff I draw up for general purusal.
My Laptop has been slow so Im going to have to have it gone over befor I do any heavy writing.

Jun. 9th, 2016

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Oh hollow heart
Would be filled
As waiting cup
for bitter wine
A broken thing
Emptied but for pain
Seeping threw
Jagged crack
With ease
By angela crabtree

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Know its been forever sence posting.
Been very buisy. Http://flickr.com/photos/akoriginals to see what Ive been doing.

Beyound that I have been streaming Fairy Tail and have gotten to ep 234.
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Feeling a tad down.

I know I am too messed up for a relationship.
Im compleatly fubar.
Cant be with someone I really care about, brain shuts down certain functions and I freeze.
Tried it with someone I could get along with but that didnt work out ether.

Now Im just a massive looser.
I know I should do more writing but I just havent been feeling it much.

Mar. 25th, 2016

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She does dance
On foamy tide
Only seen
With sharpest eye
Waiting there
heart so brave
Join her now
Her wild ride

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